That's right! I broke up with Mark again.
For a little while we had planned to move in together. He would get a job in Toronto, relocate here, we would get a place together, we were on a waiting list for a Great Dane puppy... that's pretty much marriage in the gay world.
Monday night I made out with my friend Mike, Thursday night Mike and I fucked, Friday Mark got the official job offer, Friday night Mike and I fucked again, Saturday Mark came to Toronto to visit, Saturday night it was over. This all occurred over Pride week.
I clearly wasn't into it.
It was comfortable and it felt good that he loves me so much, but after everything we went through, I never regained my trust or respect for Mark. It had to end when it did because I had already checked out of the relationship, and Mark was about to check-in in a major way. Not on the same page - Adios muchacho.
Maybe I'll write extended versions and details of the big events but I don't even know if anyone still reads this blog or cares and I'm just so indifferent to Mark and the whole Ryan/Mark saga now, that it gets draining to re-hash it all.
Let the single life begin!
For a little while we had planned to move in together. He would get a job in Toronto, relocate here, we would get a place together, we were on a waiting list for a Great Dane puppy... that's pretty much marriage in the gay world.
Monday night I made out with my friend Mike, Thursday night Mike and I fucked, Friday Mark got the official job offer, Friday night Mike and I fucked again, Saturday Mark came to Toronto to visit, Saturday night it was over. This all occurred over Pride week.
I clearly wasn't into it.
It was comfortable and it felt good that he loves me so much, but after everything we went through, I never regained my trust or respect for Mark. It had to end when it did because I had already checked out of the relationship, and Mark was about to check-in in a major way. Not on the same page - Adios muchacho.
Maybe I'll write extended versions and details of the big events but I don't even know if anyone still reads this blog or cares and I'm just so indifferent to Mark and the whole Ryan/Mark saga now, that it gets draining to re-hash it all.
Let the single life begin!
5 comments:
Don't worry Ryan. Someone's still reading. :) Sorry it didn't work out though. Hopefully it's for the best. You seem like you're not too terribly shaken up by it. I think you're right that you have been out of the relationship for a while now. Hope to hear more from you though.
yeah, i still read
Who's Mike and how did it all happen?
Can't wait to hear more...
Oh, spill it all out. We are gossip-whores, ya know? ;)
Still reading it! You witty! :D
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